By the way, i'm comebaaaaaaaack ladies an gentleman.lol. how are you? i hope you will be fine as good as mine. it's been two years since the last post i had wrote on this blog. there are many things you missed. okay, first, this is my brand new life, with my new friends, new bestfriends, new subject at my college, and new girlfriend *uppss. lol.

That;s all folks, i will write this down again maybe a couple days ahead. ciaooo

Dummy error

What do you think? HAHA. how you can press any button while you couldn't find anything to press? just think about it

bad or good

okay, i am the most "labil"person in the end of 2010, i want to divide my body into one million pieces. I haven't done anything useful so far, doin something that is not necessary. for a merlin and beard sake, i can't manage my time. I have to think out of the box, find innovation and start to study hard. i guess??emmm,,, i'm a lazy person. Truth to be told, study is like a darkness eat me. What i supposed to do? okay, just talk about it later.

My girl? as usual, i still love her from the bottom of my heart. No one can compare her patienceness. i'm always fall asleep in the middle of the conversation in the night. Like last night, i left her for a often time. upss sorry. peace. whatever and wherever i am, she always love me and taking care of me. so, thats why i love her (i just opened her email, and for once again, she make me smile and blushin again)

Tomorrow, im gonna back to bogor to have final exam, oh shit, i dont have any preapration. wish me not to "study to the death"

dear my girlfriend

dear my girlfirend,

yo, its been a month for us now. hmmm, and i think i am really grateful with the time that we spent together since we've met. even we can't meet every day,until now, i do really love you :33 and never let you go hahaha. i've got you every time i wanna go to bed. i know it sounds selfish, but you are the girl that i wanted. You have to know that i won't and never lie to you. sometimes i tell the truth even it was the most random thing i've ever said to a people in this planet. You laughed at my dumb jokes when no one does. you doesn't get all jeaolus when i hang out with the guys LOL big time. i still waiting for your cookies hand made (wanna taste it lol).

The conclusion iss,,, you are so smart and independent. I don't think you need me to face the problem T___T quite half as much as i know i need her. i wonder why there's not another guy that she'd prefer, in fact i am the coolest guy :333 yo man, i'm always think, do you like my stupid hair?is it cool if i hold your hand when we're walking around at the mall?would you guess that i didn't know what to wear?i'm scare of what you think huff. when you smile, i melt inside aaaa *blush. you always make me nervous so i really can't eaat. even though i'm not as cool as Tom Cruise, i still wanna be your man.okay, done with all those stupid things.

every time i meet you, i dont want that night over. i just want that night will be longer and longer anddd longeer far far awayyy. okay that's all about you (re:my girlfriend). i love you so much, big bear hugssss.you know you love me, xoxo

read safe, dont crossed the street and naked at night okay. dont try to sleep in the gutter fella. byebye

H + 1

hello fellas, its been a long time since my last post. How r ya? wohooo. im fuckin so damn happy you know. AAhhhh.. i don't know what i feel now. I feel like in a pleasant dream. I dont wanna wake up. If this is not dream, please punch my face. My friend really did it to me!! fuck its hurt,,, i swear i will get my revenge buddy. i am the luckiest guy in the world!! yeah, i haven't been felt like this before in my life. I wanna tell all of you whats goin on and what happen to me. But, hahahha, i can explained in words. As a matter of the fact, based on the evidence, there are several factors that made me like this (of course happy, stupid retarded guy). besok deh gua post lagi. i have no idea (coz i cant explained in words) I AM SO HAPPY

gila

halo semuanya, saya sedang gila dan mood gua lagi ancur nih. anda tau kenapa? ah sudahlah lo ngga perlu tau kali. hahaha. Btw gua iri sama orang-orang yang punya pengalaman banyak. Kyk ikut forum dan presentasi, exchange program, ikut olimpiade, dsb. Kenapa gua ngga bisa ya?mungkin karena waktu kecil gua ga pernah diizinkan untuk berpendapat. sekalinya gua berpendapat pasti selalu dibilang "ah sok tau kamu, ini urusan orang gede" "ih,ikut-ikutan aja" dan seperti itu. Yaaa gua ngrasa orang2 berpengalaman tuh keren aja bawaannya, confidencelah istilahnya. Hmm, brarti satu2nya cara gua harus berusaha sendiri kali ye. Emang orang indonesia harus berusaha sendiri utk mencari tau atau membuat suatu gebrakan yang bikin orang tercengang. Sekalinya gua nanti jadi orang besar, pasti orang-orang yang tadinya ngeremehin gua jadi sok-sok deket sama gua. yaa hukum alam kali ye.

Tapi untungnya, saat ini ada orang yang (menurut gua) selalu ada disamping gua. Yaa memberi support mungkin. Dari situlah gua ngrasa bahwa hidup itu keras, "jakarta keras bung". Daaan memang sih kadang-kadang ada kalanya gua bener- bener ngrasa sendiri. Setiap kali gua ngliat orang yang bersahabat dekeet rasanyaaa..... hhhh (menghela napas) lagi-lagi gua ngrasa iri. Kyknya mereka tuh dekeet bangetlah istilahnya. Jalan bareng, kemana-mana bareng, klo ada sahabatnya yg ultah basti buat surprise deh. Kalo liat foto-fotonya kadang-kadang gua berpikir "kapan ya gua bisa kayak gitu". Tapi suatu saat, gua tau kalo tuhan itu adil kok. Pokoknya gua terus bersyukur aja dengan apa yang gua dapet selama ini.

Kembali lagi ke masa lalu. Gua pengen tau deh kadang-kadang, apa yang terjadi saat ini kalo nyokap gua masih ada? apakah hidup gua akan berubah seratus persen? atau mungkinkah gua ngga dijakarta atau diluar negri? dan kadang-kadang, apakah yang terjadi kalo gua ga punya penyakit jantung? apakah gua bisa jadi atlet atau pelari yang handal? itulah yang sedang gua pikirkan saat ini. Apakah tuhan memberikan sesuatu yang tak terduga agar kita bisa dengan sigap mengahadapi semua masalah didunia? hanya tuhan yang tau bung.

Saat ini, gua hanya menikmati apa yang gua punya aja. Dari mulai Bapak, nenek, teteh, bi santi, bi vita, mang indra, hendra, luna, dll. Mereka semua mendukung gua kok. Yaaa mungkin gua tinggal usaha aja kali ye. jadi inget kata-kata bapak "bersyukurlah maka kamu akan bahagia, jangan bahagia baru bersyukur. dan ingat hidup itu pilihan" huah, kata-kata yang fenomenal sekali. makasih pak!! tdur deh ah gua. gatau lagi mau nulis apaan. DAAAAH!!!

fall in love (again)

halo teman-teman, tampaknya gue yang idiot ini bakal nyeritain masalah cewek lagi. Huuuf, emang masalah cewek ga ada abis2nya, selalu aja ada yang baru. Tapi gue sudah dewasa, masa mau kayak keledai bego yang nginjek pup terus2an. Langsung saja ke topik masalah.

Kalian semua pada taukan tipe wanita yang saya idamkan seperti apa? bukan seperti orang utan yang kena rajasinga tentunya. Juga bukan waria yang pake kolor diluar. wanita yang gue sukai adalah wanita yang berkacamata!! tanya kenapa?? entahlah, wanita yang berkacamata menurut pandangan gue adalah orang yang smart, berpendidikan, dan teratur. Tetapi, kadangkala ada juga yang tidak seperti harapan gue, hanya minoritas sih, dan itu terjadi dengan gue!! cih, gue ingin melupakan masa lalu gue yang kayak bencong. Saatnya menjadi pria sejati yang dibilang oleh teman saya boker. Dia bisa menghadapi masalah-masalah yang menimpa dia dengan pacarnya. Lain hal banget dengan gue, baru diminta putus pacar aja rasanya takut banget sampe mau pup. Gue belom bisa menghadapi semua dengan kepala dingin (kasih esbatu biar dingin)

Gue cma pgn cerita kalo gue jatuh cinta (lagi). mungkin udah sejuta kali gue ditolak cewek karena fisik. Hmm meskipun gue kayak pantatnya edward cullen, gue tetep percaya diri dengan apa yang gue punya. Tuhan pasti punya alesan tersendiri dengan apa yang manusia punya. Gue hanya mensyukuri nikmat-Nya. Apakah kau tahu??(kyk buku anak SD) saya ingin wanita melihat pria tidak hanya dari fisik dan harta, tetapi hati. Hati adalah sesuatu yang berbeda-beda tipenya. Gue termasuk baikloh (bohong banget nih), gue berusaha baik sama cewek dan gue berusaha menjadikan cewek itu dewasa seperti gue(wakakak masi bocah tuyul aja lo).

Lanjut di cerita berikutnya, karena gue ga akan ngebocorin siapa orang yang sedang kusuka. HA HA HA. ga seru dong ah. mungkin ada beberapa temen gue yang tau. tapi ya beberapaloooh, eh satu deng. Udah ya, salam titit